Wednesday, December 15, 2010

It's Your Life ...

Sometimes goodbyes are necessary,
Sometimes letting things go is better;
Never ever will time stop for anything,
Never ever will the clock cease it's motion;
Whatever little in hand, is worth everything,
Whatever little seeps out, counts for nothing;
No good is to lament, in this life so little,
No good is that drop of tear, for the things so worthless;
Do not waste time talking to yourself over and over,
Do not wait for the things that left you to come back;
Life is so precious, do not waste for nothing,
Make your life count, this moment and hereafter;
Because,
" Sometimes goodbyes are necessary,
Sometimes letting things go is better."
--
hamza .. :)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

The Wallet

As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street.
I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. 
But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years.
The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. 
I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline--1924. 
The letter had been written almost sixty years ago.
It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a
little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, 
whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more 
because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. 
It was signed, Hannah.
It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, 
that the owner could be identified. Maybe if I called information, the operator 
could find a phone listing for the address on the envelope.
"Operator," I began, "this is an unusual request. I'm trying to find the owner of a wallet 
that I found. Is there anyway you can tell me if there is a phone number for an address that 
was on an envelope in the wallet?"
She suggested I speak with her supervisor, who hesitated for a moment then said, 
"Well, there is a phone listing at that address, but I can't give you the number." 
She said, as a courtesy, she would call that number, explain my story and would ask 
them if they wanted her to connect me. I waited a few minutes and then she was back 
on the line. "I have a party who will speak with you."
I asked the woman on the other end of the line if she knew anyone by the name of Hannah. 
She gasped, "Oh! We bought this house from a family who had a daughter named Hannah.
 But that was 30 years ago!"
"Would you know where that family could be located now?" I asked.
"I remember that Hannah had to place her mother in a nursing home some years ago," 
the woman said. "Maybe if you got in touch with them they might be able to track down the daughter."
She gave me the name of the nursing home and I called the number. They told me the old lady 
had passed away some years ago but they did have a phone number for where they thought the 
daughter might be living. I thanked them and phoned. The woman who answered explained that
 Hannah herself was now living in a nursing home.
This whole thing was stupid, I thought to myself. Why was I making such a big deal over finding 
the owner of a wallet that had only three dollars and a letter that was almost 60 years old?
Nevertheless, I called the nursing home in which Hannah was supposed to be living and the man 
who answered the phone told me, "Yes, Hannah is staying with us. "
Even though it was already 10 p.m., I asked if I could come by to see her. "Well," he said hesitatingly, 
"if you want to take a chance, she might be in the day room watching television."
I thanked him and drove over to the nursing home. The night nurse and a guard greeted me at the door.
 We went up to the third floor of the large building. In the day room, the nurse introduced me to Hannah.
She was a sweet, silver-haired old timer with a warm smile and a twinkle in her eye. I told her about 
finding the wallet and showed her the letter. The second she saw the powder blue envelope with that
 little flower on the left, she took a deep breath and said, "Young man, this letter was the last contact I ever had with Michael."
She looked away for a moment deep in thought and then said Softly, "I loved him very much. 
But I was only 16 at the time and my mother felt I was too young. Oh, he was so handsome. 
He looked like Sean Connery, the actor."
"Yes," she continued. "Michael Goldstein was a wonderful person. If you should find him, 
tell him I think of him often. And," she hesitated for a moment, almost biting her lip, 
"tell him I still love him. You know," she said smiling as tears began to well up in her eyes,
 "I never did marry. I guess no one ever matched up to Michael..."
I thanked Hannah and said goodbye. I took the elevator to the first floor and as I stood by the door, 
the guard there asked, "Was the old lady able to help you?"
I told him she had given me a lead. "At least I have a last name. But I think I'll let it go for a while
. I spent almost the whole day trying to find the owner of this wallet."
I had taken out the wallet, which was a simple brown leather case with red lacing on the side
. When the guard saw it, he said, "Hey, wait a minute! That's Mr. Goldstein's wallet. I'd know it 
anywhere with that bright red lacing. He's always losing that wallet. I must have found it in 
the halls at least three times."
"Who's Mr. Goldstein?" I asked as my hand began to shake.
"He's one of the old timers on the 8th floor. That's Mike Goldstein's wallet for sure. 
He must have lost it on one of his walks." I thanked the guard and quickly ran back 
to the nurse's office. I told her what the guard had said. We went back to the elevator and got on.
 I prayed that Mr. Goldstein would be up.
On the eighth floor, the floor nurse said, "I think he's still in the day room. He likes to read at night. He's a darling old man."
We went to the only room that had any lights on and there was a man reading a book. 
The nurse went over to him and asked if he had lost his wallet. Mr. Goldstein looked up with surprise, 
put his hand in his back pocket and said, "Oh, it is missing!"
"This kind gentleman found a wallet and we wondered if it could be yours?"
I handed Mr. Goldstein the wallet and the second he saw it, he smiled with relief and said, 
"Yes, that's it! It must have dropped out of my pocket this afternoon. I want to give you a reward."
"No, thank you," I said. "But I have to tell you something. I read the letter in the hope of finding out who owned the wallet."
The smile on his face suddenly disappeared. "You read that letter?"
"Not only did I read it, I think I know where Hannah is."
He suddenly grew pale. "Hannah? You know where she is? How is she? Is she still as pretty as she was? 
Please, please tell me," he begged.
"She's fine...just as pretty as when you knew her." I said softly.
The old man smiled with anticipation and asked, "Could you tell me where she is?
 I want to call her tomorrow." He grabbed my hand and said, "You know something, mister, 
I was so in love with that girl that when that letter came, my life literally ended. I never married. I guess I've always loved her."
"Mr. Goldstein," I said, "Come with me."
We took the elevator down to the third floor. The hallways were darkened and only one 
or two little night-lights lit our way to the day room where Hannah was sitting alone watching the television. The nurse walked over to her.
"Hannah," she said softly, pointing to Michael, who was waiting with me in the doorway. "Do you know this man?"
She adjusted her glasses, looked for a moment, but didn't say a word.
Michael said softly, almost in a whisper, "Hannah, it's Michael. Do you remember me?"
She gasped, "Michael! I don't believe it! Michael! It's you! My Michael!"
He walked slowly towards her and they embraced. The nurse and I left with tears streaming down our faces.
"See," I said. "See how the Good Lord works! If it's meant to be, it will be."
About three weeks later I got a call at my office from the nursing home. "Can you break away 
on Sunday to attend a wedding? Michael and Hannah are going to tie the knot!"
It was a beautiful wedding with all the people at the nursing home dressed up to join in the celebration. 
Hannah wore a light beige dress and looked beautiful. Michael wore a dark blue suit and stood tall.
They made me their best man. The hospital gave them their own room and if you ever wanted to
 see a 76-year-old bride and a 79-year-old groom acting like two teenagers, you had to see this couple.

A perfect ending for a love affair that had lasted nearly 60 years.



Each one of us has a love story...
Some known and some unknown...
but each unique in itself ...
some of them do complete ...
and some of them.. remain stories forever ...


--
hamza .. :)

Sunday, November 21, 2010

The Golden Slippers...

It was only four days before Christmas. The spirit of the season
hadn't yet caught up with me, even though cars packed the parking lot
of our local discount store. Inside the store, it was worse. Shopping
carts and last minute shoppers jammed the aisles. Why did I come
today? I wondered. My feet ached almost as much as my head. My list
contained names of several people who claimed they wanted nothing but
I knew their feelings would be hurt if didn't buy them anything.
Buying for someone who had everything and
deploring the high cost of items, I considered gift- buying anything
but fun. Hurriedly, I filled my shopping cart with last minute items
and proceeded to the long checkout lines. I picked the shortest but it
looked as if it would mean at least a 20 minute wait.
In front of me were two small children - a boy of about 5 and a
younger girl. The boy wore a ragged coat. Enormously large, tattered
tennis shoes jutted far out in front of his much too short jeans. He
clutched several crumpled dollar bills in his grimy hands. The girl's
clothing resembled her brother's. Her head was a matted mass of curly
hair. Reminders of an evening meal showed on her small face. She
carried a beautiful pair of shiny, gold house slippers. As the
Christmas music sounded in the store's stereo system, the girl hummed
along, off-key but happily. When we finally approached the checkout
register, the girl carefully placed the shoes on the counter. She
treated them as though they were a treasure. The clerk rang up the
bill. "That will be $6.09," she said. The boy laid his crumpled
dollars atop the stand while he searched his pockets. He finally came
up with $3.12. "I guess we will have to put them back, " he bravely
said.
"We will come back some other time, maybe tomorrow." With that
statement, a soft sob broke from the little girl. "But Jesus would
have loved these shoes, " she cried. "Well, we'll go home and work
some more. Don't cry. We'll come back," he said.
Quickly I handed $3.00 to the cashier. These children had waited in
line for a long time. And, after all, it was Christmas. Suddenly a
pair of arms came around me and a small voice said, "Thank you sir."
"What did you mean when you said Jesus would like the shoes?" I asked.
The boy answered, "Our mommy is sick and going to heaven. Daddy said
she might go before Christmas to be with Jesus." The girl spoke, "My
Sunday school teacher said the streets in heaven are shiny gold, just
like these shoes." "Won't mommy be beautiful walking on those streets
to match these shoes?"
My eyes flooded as I looked into her tear streaked face. "Yes" I
answered, "I am sure she will." Silently I thanked God for using these
children to remind me of the true spirit of giving." 'Tis the Season!!
This was written in the Daily Mail by a very reknowned writer. It
followed that their mother was treated free of expenses in the Royal
hospital, London.

Remember that it's better to give than to receive...
No matter how cruel we might look from outside, there still exists a
tiny little space within the heart, that compels us to remain human in
every circumstance...
There is enormous love in every heart, but what matters is... who we
spend it on.. !!
Cheers to Humanity...
--
hamza .. :)

Sunday, September 5, 2010

beautiful things to believe ..



I believe- 
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I believe- 
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a
while and, you must forgive them for that.



I believe-
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. 
Same goes for true love.

I believe- 

That you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life.

I believe- 

That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.



I believe-
That you should always bid goodbye to your loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them

I believe-
That you can keep going long after you can't.

I believe-
That we are responsible for what  we do, no matter how we feel.



I believe-
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I believe-
That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there
had better be something else to take its place.

I believe-
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.



I believe-
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe-
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time!

I believe-
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.



I believe- 

That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I believe-
That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've
learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.



I believe-
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe-
That our background and circumstances may have influenced
who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.



I believe-
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other,  And just
because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I believe-
That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I believe-
That two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.



I believe-
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I believe-
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a
friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I believe-
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.



I believe-
That the people you care about most in life are the essence of life.
Tell them today how much you love them and what they mean to you.


Sunday, August 8, 2010

Thank Him, because you don't know what's in store...


What if, GOD couldn't take the time to bless us
today because
we couldn't take the time to thank Him
yesterday?
What if, GOD decided to stop leading us tomorrow
because
we didn't follow Him today?
What if, we never saw another flower bloom
because
we grumbled when GOD sent the rain.
What if, GOD didn't walk with us today because
we failed to recognize it as His day?
What if, GOD took away the Holy book tomorrow
because
we would not read it today?
What if, GOD took away His message because
we failed to listen to the messenger?
What if, the door of heaven was closed
because
we did not open the door of our heart?
What if, GOD stopped loving and caring for us
because
we failed to love and care for others?
What if, GOD would not hear us today because
we would not listen to Him yesterday?
What if, GOD answered our prayers
the way we answer His call to service?
What if GOD takes away everything tomorrow
because
We did not realize what was ours today?
What if ...
--
hamza .. :)
--
hamza .. :)

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

THE CRACKED POT....


A water bearer in India had two large pots, each
hung on each end of a
pole which he carried across his neck. One of
the pots had a crack in
it, and while the other pot was perfect and
always delivered a full portion
of water at the end of the long walk from the
stream to the master's house,
the cracked pot arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the
bearer delivering only
one and a half pots full of water to his master's
house. Of course, the
perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments,
perfect to the end for
which it was made. But the poor cracked pot
was ashamed of its own
imperfection, and miserable that it was able to
accomplish only half of
what it had been made to do. After two years of
what it perceived to be a
bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one
day by the stream.
"I am ashamed of myself, and I want to
apologize to you."
"Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you
ashamed of?"
"I have been able, for these past two years, to
deliver only half my load because this crack in
my side causes water to leak out all the way
back to your master's house. Because of my
flaws, you have to do all of this work, and you
don't get full value from your efforts," the pot
said.
The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked
pot, and in his compassion he said, "As we
return to the master's house, I want you to
notice the beautiful flowers along the path."
Indeed, as they went up the hill, the old cracked
pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful
wild flowers on the side of the path, and this
cheered it some. But at the end of the trail, it
still felt bad because it had leaked out half its
load, and so again it apologized to the bearer for
its failure.
The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that
there were flowers only on your side of your
path, but not on the other pot's side?
That's because I have always known about your
flaw, and I took advantage of it. I planted flower
seeds on your side of the path, and every day
while we walk back from the stream, you've
watered them.
For two years I have been able to pick these
beautiful flowers to decorate my master's table.
Without you being just the way you are, he
would not have this beauty to grace his house."
Each of us have unique flaws. We're all
cracked pots. But if we allow it, the Lord will
use our flaws to grace His table.
In God's great economy, nothing goes waste.
The best we can do is, present ourselves as truthfully as we can and
leave it for Him to present us the way He best knows... Be true to
yourself and be true to others, and life will sure be beautiful...
--
hamza .. :)
--
hamza .. :)

Monday, May 3, 2010

Anything for a friend...


A Friend Is...
Anyone can stand by you when you are right,
But a Friend will stand by you even when you are
wrong.
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls.
A real friend doesn't have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation
With a full news bulletin on his life.
A real friend says, "What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine
about are recent.
A real friend says,
"You've been whining about the same thing for
14 years.
Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first
names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his
address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your
party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook
And stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has
gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to
call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your
problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your
problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic
history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps
himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over
When you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until
after
You've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for
them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you ... !!
--
hamza .. :)
--
hamza .. :)

Saturday, April 17, 2010

The Rocks and Sand ...

A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in
front of him. When class began, wordlessly he picked up a large
empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks
about 2" in diameter.
He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course,
rolled into the open areas between the rocks.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The students laughed. The professor picked up a box of sand and
poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
"Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this is
your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your
partner, your health, your children - anything that is so important
to you that if it were lost, you would be nearly destroyed.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your
house, your car.
The sand is everything else. The small stuff.
If you put the sand into the jar first, there is no room for the
pebbles or the rocks. The same goes for your life. If you spend
all your energy and time on the small stuff, you will never have
room for the things that are important to you."

 "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness."

"Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set
your priorities. The rest is just sand."

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

The 5 Minutes of Patience..


While at the park one day, a woman sat down
next to a man on a bench near a playground.
"That's my son over there," she said, pointing to a
little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down
the slide.
"He's a fine looking boy" the man said. "That's my
daughter on the bike in the white dress."
Then, looking at his watch, he called to his
daughter. "What do you say we go ?"
His daughter pleaded, "Just five more minutes, Dad.
Please? Just five more minutes."
The man nodded and she continued to ride
her bike to her heart's content. Minutes passed
and the father stood and called again to his
daughter. "Time to go now?"
Again she pleaded, "Five more minutes, Dad.
Just five more minutes."
The man smiled and said, "OK."
"My, you certainly are a patient father," the
woman responded.
The man smiled and then said, "Her elder brother  was killed by a
drunk driver last year
while he was riding his bike near here. I never
spent much time with my son and now I'd give anything for just five
more minutes with him. I've vowed not to make
the same mistake with my daughter.
She thinks she has five more minutes to ride her
bike. The truth is, I get Five more minutes to
watch her play."


Life is all about making priorities. Giving a little more time to your
loved ones would only help you see them for a bit longer before the
Divine takes them away.