That Bare Truth ..

And then they'd come up with those words... Words that I fear the most ...
A few sentences I dread the most in this world..

A painful reality .. That they could have had a better life .. A
better match ..

I'm not worth them.. I know this thing so well .. Even if I would've
tried my best to meet the lines .. They could've still never crossed
..

And what's even more hurting is the fact that its that one truth ..
And I'm solely responsible for it ...

I made them lose that chance .. I really did .. And I know not what
penalty I need to pay for the thing I never intended to do ..

-Depressing Reality ..

--
hamza ..

A little Angel ..

To be honest, writing has become a little difficult these days ..
No matter how much I want to put down my thoughts, I feel short of time and motivation ..

But today, it was this tiny hand that held my little finger ..
She was asleep and was smiling, as her mum held her on her shoulder ..

That sweet smiling face and I couldn't resist caressing her cheek .. And pat she held this little finger .. Even in sleep she didn't let it go ..

And guess what ..

She woke up and instead of being angry that I woke her up.. She let out this cuteeeeeee smile ..

And I knew I'd lost my heart here ..


-too cute :)


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Time ..

Its one of those days when I feel I'm helpless .. One of those days when I want to send out a scream .. At the top of my lungs ..

Having given almost every spare moment I have to the devotion I have .. I'm still being questioned ..

I hardly remember a day when I actually talked to mum for just about 10 little minutes ..

Into this, and I've lost almost everything .. Or should I say everything .. ?

For a fixed number of breaths everyday .. I still feel I'm short of a few more ...

Maybe I should quit ..
Or is it that I'm not trying hard enough ..

I'm just not me anymore...

Lost a very good friend in the process too .. Have I become too occupied ? I know not ..

I wish I had a few extra moments in a day for myself ... Because all I have, I've spent it either on work .. Or on them..

-Hurt & Helpless..


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Tears and A Sinking ..

Its so strange ..

Strange this world .. When you realize this thing .. that when they mean the world to you ... When every moment they used to cross this mind ...
When you thought you were what its all about .. It turns out to be for ..

Some words do make us smile ... Some words do make us drop that tear .. That tear which we wished to hide forever within..

Its all about those words ..

Those words .. And this sinking feeling ..

-- Hurt ..


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Madness ..

Fervor ..
Silence ..
Honking of the horns ..

A little thumping ..
A little confusion ..

A little piece of movement ..
An inch of a distance ..

And a little beauty ..

-kids .. :)




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