A Little Worry...

Sometimes you wake up realizing that the most
heartfelt feelings we had, have gathered enough weight and now have
become too heavy to carry..

It is not that we can't carry them forward.. But how much long can the
burden be stored and how much more do we need to wait to explain them
to people who have parted ways never to come back...

People come into our lives with a purpose, and
when that purpose is fulfilled, they are bound to take our leave.. But
there are a few who walk in and stay never to go back... Such people
share an emotional bond with us and a similar ideology that we
possess...

Such people are special and need to be caressed
through our entire lives ... Some of them become lifelong companions
and a few among them become the best of friends ...

The memories we share with such people become a course of our lives
and a mutual guidance leads us to the greater salvation than we ever
could expect...

When normal people leave, it doesn't matter a lot ... But when these
special people leave.. It creates a void ... A void that disrupts the
entire stratum leaving it vulnerable to pain and a never ending
need...

Such emotional bonds when broken, break the
trust we humans try and
develop on people.. On life ...

A Fathomed life, rolls back to the unfathomed ...
But it doesn't end here... The burden that it leaves keeps growing and
we keep sinking under it with each step that we take... And at one
point, we would give in and cease to exist...
The burden of care above ... And we, buried under it...

They won't know how much we care, and we won't show either...
And as our end nears with each passing moment,
the burden of care keeps on increasing, while our souls keep
evaporating with the silent tears...

And this worries me for I promised to take care of
the ones who are special ...
And a promise breaker is a shoe maker ...

Let my prayers be with you... Through thick and
thin... Blessings ...

--
hamza ..