Another day ..

And yet another day went by .. A day full of stupid ideas and
irrelevant thinking ..

I'm losing out on my thoughts .. The focus tends to have sagged and my
mind is all but exhausted of the new and happening ideas ..
I'm too courteous to cast away my usual self and this newly acquired
attire isn't why I chose to be as free as I used to be ..

Recognition is not the chief concern but even the basic ideologies are
being questioned and new and better ideas are being smashed..

I don't like being bound to things .. There are things I like to do
and I love doing them on purpose .. Being free from worries and smile
a little more everyday .. But this is not happening ...

The tragedy of life is that nothing comes easy and everything has a
cost attached to it ... Even a smile would cost you a million tears
... Even a single little smile ..

Those who we love to be with, will make us smile .. But not free ...
And those who make us cry will do it at their cost ...

Being jolly and courteous just isn't enough ... Just isn't ..
And maybe too much of recognition is not either ...

But then I'll never stop taking opportunities to thank this one pious
soul .. For the one who made me so much strong to face the world, is
now the only weakness left in me (forever) ..

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hamza ..