Divinity

"Wait on the Lord is a constant refrain in the Psalms, and it is a
necessary word, for God often keeps us waiting. He is not in such a
hurry as we are, and it is not his way to give more light on the
future than we need for action in the present, or to guide us more
than one step at a time. When in doubt, do nothing, but continue to
wait on God. When action is needed, light will come."


--
hamza ..

Bonds ..

A bond is pious, is divine when you know its been bestowed to you and
you know exactly what it accounts for in your life...
-Ability, Inability

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hamza ..

Insomniac Ideas ..

"Growth in respect and love comes from a place of absence, where the
imagination is left to it's own devices and creates you to be much
more than reality would ever allow.. And you keep wondering if you
ever crossed their mind, because for you it happens all the time .."

-Heaven and Hell

--
hamza ..

Kerala .. :(

And that incredible feeling when you get 7 awesomely big injections
... And my mistake was that I had a little fever and cold ...

Cold .. :(

--
hamza ..

A Beautiful Excerpt..

Frodo Baggins: I can't do this Sam.

Sam Gamgee: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be
here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones
that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And
sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end
be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much
bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this
shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun
shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that
stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to
understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now.
Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they
didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.

Frodo: And what are we holding on to Sam?

Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr.
Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.

--Lord of the Rings ..

--
hamza ..

Stray thoughts ..

There is a very saccharine relation between the things we perceive and
the things we perform and that is, we do not always follow the
intellect...

At times we contemplate more than we should actually do and thus we're
left stranded amongst our own thoughts …

This is true because the more we ponder over the things that bother
us, the more they start haunting us…

Understand this feeling … like when we want to make a choice about
going for something that has an equal percentage of failing as that of
completion… we think about it … ask others for suggestions and make
our own assumptions, good or bad, give it a thought again and again …
and then when we finally reach up to the conclusion .. We end up at
the same place again where we started from… "Confused" …

We at times forget what we thought was good and at times we forget how
we achieved it.. That's perhaps because we have no means to preserve a
log of the things we do… it's just we do, and forget..

We choose to back off from our rational dogmas and thoughts.. Just
because we think they've left us stranded… Not knowing that the stand
we took was actually a well-furnished design of the Divine architect …
maybe to communicate to us what we are as discrete think tanks..

But then, we still know this one thing .. and that is we can always
roll back our thoughts to the point where we chose them.. and take a
different route .. hoping that the things we missed out while choosing
this way would not be missed as much …

We're living a life without a purpose, trying to find the answers to
our questions. We're trying to know what's there for us and why we are
and what we are in pursuit of.. without knowing that the purpose to
life itself is a life with a pretty little smile and a few drops of
tears ..

Choose not the path that leads you away from the things you like.. for
distancing ourselves from the things that mean something to us only
fail us as humans in the long run..

Sometimes our thoughts do rip us apart.. but we know it's our own mind
that's making them .. and we pick what we want ..

Right or wrong, follow… follow your thoughts .. maybe they're right …
maybe they're the points of salvation for you .. maybe they're the
divine answers .. maybe they're right ..


--
hamza ..

Debt and Deliverance...

And then sometimes we want to give in to the expectations and faith
that others have on us .. A promise that we would be there for them,
verbally or in abstract makes them expect, and why should they not ..

A simple gesture, a smile, a stare is enough for the others to know
what they mean to us or what we mean to them..

But when gestures go wrong, all we can do is wait ... Though we know
not for how long ..

We only hope that we do not make people wait for too long that they
find no hope in us ...
For they will never show, and though we'll know but we can never show ..

--
hamza ..