Thoughts without Conclusions...

this world stands on some pillars.. pillars that define everything ..
there's not a bit that is not defined, not an inch that has not been
predetermined..
and there's everything that is fixed to some rules ..
rules we can never ever dare to break or append..
life is just so bound in these rules that we find no way out for the
salvation of our souls and our desires..
this is what we call .. worldliness ... a human guideline ...
sometimes we wish to attain things out of these bounds...
a mistake ... a terrible mistake on our part ...
even when we know the answer to such things, we still desire for it ...
it is human nature to go against the rule of the land ..
did Adam not go against His will ..
did he not have what was restricted for him ...
the answer is in itself a question ..

"forbidden fruit is the sweetest.." ...

in this case ... an apple...

an apple on a table actually happens to be 

anyone's who gets it first ..

but no... when it is meant for someone else ... 

it can never be yours ..

but the desire for this forbidden apple 

becomes graver and graver as

the time arrives for it to go...

it is a terrible thing to believe that what could've been ours, had we strived to get it.. is no more in sight...

helpless as we see it go to someone else ...
life plays a game with everyone ... showing a thing and giving
something else ..
it's more like an online retail shop .. that says .. "Pictures shown
are models, actual model may vary from the one shown."
true ....
doesn't this define life ..
the more we try and understand it .. the more it becomes complex ..
this is life ... a picture within a picture within a picture ...
within a picture ...

--
hamza ..

A Befitting Proverb...

in kashmiri it is said ..."yem' kor aar su gav khaar."
which means .. the one who showed compassion, was ruined....
so true in every bit of it ...
whenever you do good and try and be nice to people, they get over you.
it's a fact... a wonderful fact...
do not get angry ... do not be impatient ..
but show no mercy... when dealing with people...
this is how you get the best of others .. even in your worst....

--
hamza ..

The Local Travel...

Once someone was quoted as saying, "There's always a first time, a
firsthand experience of everything."

You always and everyday do something that is out-of-routine that keeps
on adding tiny pieces of experience to your ever growing life. People
who say that old people are highly experienced aren't wrong. We do
gain new knowledge about this life with every moment that sees us
through.

Coming back to the topic...
today as it is a fresh day in everybody's life, it is another fresh
experience in my life...

Life In A Local Travel...

In the beginning, I had this mutually governed transport at my
disposal. Happy days as they were, everything was perfectly in
synchronisation. There was a time when I always anticipated going in
that vehicle... the jolliest and the brightest looking thing, because
of those hearty creatures.
There were pranks, jokes, smiles, laughter and every other emotion we
know of. It was a happy travel.
But as I always say, "happy moments do not last long."
One day it had to end...
And so it did...
Parting ways is the least interesting thing we can ever talk about and
so I'll not.
Now as I sit here in this not-so-familiar vehicle, I find nothing
interesting. I never thought I'd share my seat with someone other than
my friends, my hearts ... but now I shared it with 16 different
people...
It wasn't long before when I used think of the pleasant smiles and
laughter unlimited as the reason for boarding that vehicle. But people
here board this vehicle just to reach their destination.
And is this not what I'm doing now too...?

There is no feeling ... no emotion ... no expression...

All I know is that I sit… amongst strangers ...

With my heart still amongst those who I was once proud to say that
they were mine...

time changes yet so quickly ... Strange ...

--
hamza ..

Perspective ...

Sometimes, even In the best of intentions ...
the Divine doesn't provide us the required...
And accepting this fact at the earliest is better...
Because what hurts little now, can become incurable later...

--
hamza .. :))

take that...

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience

Just have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience

--
hamza ..

Silence...

Beneath all speech that is good for anything, there lies a silence
that is superior.
Silence is profound as Eternity; Speech is shallow as Time.

--
hamza ..

Caring...

there was this elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon
seeing the man cry, a four year old child from his neighborhood tried
a unique way to show his care and this is what he did.
"he went into the old gentleman's yard, walked upto him, climbed onto
his lap, and just sat there."
When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little
boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

emotions are actually such delicate things...
not always do we find a way to make someone feel better...
sometimes making someone cry can soothe them of their burden too...

--
hamza ..

Write ups ...

"An unread book doesn't do good to anyone. Stories ensue within the
wits of a reader, not amid the typescript printed on a page."

--
hamza ..